Thursday, March 30, 2017
Half way through Lent, and I need a re-do...
This post if half confession, half mission of mercy for those of you who also might need a redo on Lent.
Apparently I suck at Lent, and self sacrifice. (And here I thought I was super good at all that stuff.)
I have pretty much cheated or failed at EVERY single one of my lenten sacrifices, and some of those cheats have been EXCESSIVE. Whoops.
I will give you an example: I was going to try to go all of lent without purchasing any un-necessary item for myself. I didn't think this one would be a stumbling block, because I feel like I go MONTHS on end without the time or desire to purchase new items for myself. BUT some demon overcame me during spring break a few weeks ago, and I ended up purchasing on-line two rugs, three shirts, a dress, a bathing suit, and a book. ALL IN ONE WEEK. What the??!?!
How does that happen? I will admit I am wearing one of the shirts now, and I LOVE IT!!! (Oh goodness that is not helping.)
NO really. Why does it seem like things are not that important, until you suddenly try and go without them, and then it is like they CONTROL you??!? Like you can't possibly live without them? LIKE YOU ARE GOING TO DIE UNLESS YOU HAVE IT RIGHT NOW?!?!
Does anyone else feel like they get sucked into desire like that???
What can I do about it??? (Please don't answer that. I don't want to return all the items.) Great; now I feel totally convicted.
Can I just have a redo?
Can I start fresh?
Can I wipe this Lenten Slate completely clean?
That is the AMAZING thing about God. His answer is always YES. I can have a redo. I can have a redo at Lent, and at every other area of my life where I have failed. So can you. We can have redos at loving our spouses, we can have redos at loving our kids, we can have redos at loving our friends, and we can have redos at loving our extended family.
God will even provide the Grace to ask for redos FROM THEM if necessary. (Which it almost always is.)
But with that, God also is asking me to let others in my life have redos. He is reminding me, that I need to offer redos to my family, and friends just as he has given me a redo.
SO who are the people in my life that I need to start fresh with? Who are the people that I need to wipe the slate completely clean? Who are the people I need to forgive, let go of all the past failures, and begin again?
I would even go so far as to suggest that you go experience the sacrament of Reconciliation. Even non-Catholics talk about the necessity of confessing your sins to another person. In our Catholic faith, we have the opportunity built right in to our Tradition. Nothing beats hearing a priest, (Who is basically a stand-in for Christ, during reconciliation) say, "I absolve you from your sins!"
WHOOHHHOOOOO!!! FREEDOM!!! (Imagine yourself skipping and dancing out of the church!)
Powerful stuff. Seriously, can you believe God just showed me all that, through an on-line shopping binge???
Posted by Disciple Chic at 5:49 AM